I sent mother to a nursing home, she didn´t want
to go but I ignored her wishes, we often do that
when concerning old people, we say it is for their
own good, but the truth is I didn´t know what
else to do. Mother became quite rebellious, they
called me from the home, she was throwing food
about and demanded, when she evacuated, that
an assistant come and dry her bum.
Wanted to go home, there was no home, she had
lived in a rented flat and someone else lived there.
When she knew, she felt betrayed, her silence
was damning....she stopped eating, gaunt, a skeleton
before death, came as a relief. Now that I´m old too,
families telling me, I should not ride on my scooter
in case I might fall off…should I even care?