Life is a mystery of events pain and compromises tears joy and indifference series of memories however hard you try to live in the present past beckons you the one you love knocks on your heart and mind all the time time spent with him most precious even if he doesn't need you anymore has become indifferent after loving you for a while you are lost in his thoughts at all times your present becomes a replay of past memories his year of togetherness your sole paradise there is no future no present he and his thoughts are all you care for there is no hope at all for he gave you all that he had to offer you and that was so much more then many offered you in a lifetime so why the complain? one is never satisfied ever that's human nature my suffering has become my only pleasure
