Someone help me release this pain that everything I have to gain having to bare more and more everyday my heart grows sore trying to forget trying to quit but I have to stay strong even when things go terribly wrong I cant let him put me down cant let him see me frown crying every time I see his face wishing the memories would just erase the scars remain on my wrist thinking I wont even be missed when it happened I ran and hid thinking it was something I did even though I told him NO he grabbed me and didn't let go telling him to stop as I cry wishing I would just die God please tell me why