Oh how it hurts! All this pain inside of me. I don't know what to do. I feel like nobody. A man is in a crowd of sorrows all these problems. All these feelings. Sometimes I wish I was never born so I could save my mother all this pain this hurt I have, why can't it all go away? I feel so weak. Why is nothing going my way? I want it to, for a change. My insides hurt. All these tears. Going through all this pain. All these years, my soul is on fire. My heart needs desire. A deserving desire (you only) I feel empty, lost, trapped in a box. Why can't it just go away? All this hurt and pain. The memories I have. All the dreadful days that have past, it all went by so fast. I feel screaming in Smoke at the top of my lungs, in order to have someone hear me out, but I cannot shout. Only because I have no voice. Then again it's my choice. I am sad, I am blue. What should I do? I care for people too much sometimes and they take advantage. They seem to take my feelings for granted. I can't stand it. Maybe I shouldn't be so nice but in the long run I'll pay the price.