All these years I was secretly wishing to be famous through my scientific research and creating literary and spiritual texts.

I did write good articles in scientific research and literary and spiritual creation. I published 5 books too.

But I am nowhere near becoming famous. It has dawned on me that I may not become famous at all.

Instead of getting disappointed, I am feeling relieved. First reason can be I realized the impossibility of it. Secondly my age made me matured to be realistic. 

And my observations about many famous, popular personalities and celebrities and their travails of being famous have made me understand that the real success in life is to live a healthy and contented life with near and dear and share their experiences, pleasant and unpleasant.

Just writing something or be proficient in an art, field and contributing to research are not guarantee to be famous.

And now my not being famous is not troubling me.