Jun 13, 2026
Jun 13, 2026
The glass towers of Gachibowli caught the evening sun like a row of burning matchsticks, and below them the city moved in its familiar churn of cabs and autorickshaws, biryani aromas and construction dust, the whole restless machinery of Hyderabad’s IT corridor grinding through another Tuesday. Somewhere among the gated communities that had sprouted like concrete mushrooms along the Outer Ring Road, in a 3BHK flat on the seventh floor of Lotus Ridge Habitat Tower 5, Shravya stood at the kitchen counter slicing onions for the evening’s palak paneer, waiting for the sound of the front door.
Varun arrived at six-forty, as he did most evenings. Laptop bag dropped by the shoe rack. Shoes aligned precisely. A perfunctory “Hi” tossed in her direction like a coin into a hundi box, and then the bedroom door closing behind him. Five minutes later he emerged in shorts and a faded IIT Kharagpur T-shirt, opened the fridge, pulled out a Kingfisher, and sank into the recliner before the seventy-inch TV where the IPL broadcast was already running its pre-match analysis.
Their flat was a catalogue of middle-class aspiration fulfilled. Robot vacuum cleaner gliding silently under furniture. Side-by-side refrigerator stocked with imported cheese neither of them much ate. AI soundbar, mood lighting, modular kitchen with every appliance a Meesho ad could dream of. Everything functioning, everything maintained, everything paid for by Varun’s meticulous Excel sheets of EMIs and SIPs and insurance premia. He tracked their finances the way a pilot tracks instruments in fog—trusting the numbers when the world outside was invisible.
For Varun, this was love. If the machinery ran without friction, if Shravya never had to worry about a bounced payment or a lapsed policy or a car that wouldn’t start on a rainy morning, then he had done his job as a husband. Love was infrastructure. Love was the absence of crisis.
Shravya came out wiping her hands on her dupatta. “How was your day at the office?” she asked, settling beside him, her body angled towards his while his remained angled towards the screen.
“Nothing much. Same stuff.”
“Vaishnavi garu—you know, the fourth-floor aunty—she’s fighting with the security men about parking again. Apparently her husband’s new Creta’s getting scratched and she’s blaming—”
“Hmm.” His thumb found the volume button.
She watched his profile—the jaw working slightly as he sipped the beer, the blue light of the screen moving across his features like water—and felt something tighten below her ribs. A thread pulled taut without snapping. Not yet.
~*~
Shravya had grown up in a house in Warangal where her parents talked to each other the way the Godavari moved—endlessly, about everything and nothing. Her father would return from the cloth shop each evening and spend an hour on the verandah with her mother, discussing who had come, what they had said, the price of dal, the neighbour’s daughter’s exam results, the new road being dug outside the temple. The words themselves were ordinary, unremarkable as rice grains. But they made a sound between her parents that was more than sound. It was a kind of touching without hands.
She had married Varun believing that all marriages contained this river. Three years in, she was beginning to understand that some men were not rivers but reservoirs—deep, still, giving water only through controlled gates.
She tried. “I made gongura pachadi from the recipe Kavita sent.” Silence. “I moved the bookshelf—doesn’t the room look bigger?” A glance, then back to the phone. “See this Pochampally saree on Myntra, only four thousand.” “Nice.” The word hung in the air like a single clap in an empty auditorium.
She began counting his words to her each evening. Tuesday—fourteen. Wednesday—nine. Thursday he had a late call with the US team and came straight to bed, his back turned to her like a locked door. She lay awake studying the architecture of his shoulder blades in the dark, wanting to press her mouth against the knobs of his spine and whisper, “Are you still in there?”
Her mother said on the phone from Warangal, “Husbands are like that, talli. But he should give some time at least. Try with patience, try with sweetness.”
Her friend Dhanya, over Bru coffee in the clubhouse, said something else entirely. “Well, if he’s not talking to you, then who’s he talking to? These IT guys are always on WhatsApp, Slack, Teams... just check his phone once, Shravya.”
She dismissed it. But one afternoon, when Varun was in the shower and his phone lay face-up on the bed, she found herself standing above it like a woman at the edge of a well, looking down. She could hear the water running, the faint sound of him humming. She did not pick it up. She walked away. But the fact that she had stood there frightened her more than anything she might have found.
~*~
The eruption came on a Saturday in March, the air already thickening towards summer. Shravya had spent the morning rearranging the drawing room, ordering new cushion covers, cooking a special chicken biryani—his favourite, the Hyderabadi dum kind with the fried onions dark as burnished copper. She set the table with the good crockery. All of it was a language, a sentence she was composing with her hands that said—see me, see what I have made of this day for you.
Varun emerged from his study after a three-hour client call, served himself biryani, ate with the focused efficiency of a man refuelling a machine, washed his hands, and reached for the remote.
“You didn’t even notice,” she said. Her voice was flat as the Deccan plateau before monsoon.
“Notice what?”
“The cushions. The room. The biryani. Nothing.”
“Oh come on—the biryani was great, Shravya. I ate it, didn’t I?”
“That’s not—” She stopped. Started again, voice climbing. “You don’t talk to me. You don’t see me. I feel like I’m living with a boarder who pays rent through EMIs.”
He put the remote down. “What more do you want? I’ve given you everything. This flat, this life, every comfort—”
“I don’t want things!” The words burst from her like a pressure cooker’s first whistle, sudden and scalding. “I want you to talk. To ask how my day was. To tell me about yours. To just be present.”
Then she turned on the television, still showing the IPL. “This—this is what gets your full attention? One fellow throwing a ball, two idiots running with a bat, nine men standing around like scarecrows, and thousands screaming as if they’ve won the jackpot. Records! Statistics! As if hitting a ball with a bat deserves a Nobel Prize!”
Varun sat very still. His fingers had whitened around the beer can.
“You’ll polish that car like it’s your firstborn,” she continued, voice trembling now, “but you won’t give your wife ten minutes. Am I less interesting than a Hyundai Creta?”
He said, quietly, “Drama start again,” and immediately knew it was the worst sentence he had ever constructed.
She went to the bedroom. The door did not slam—it closed with a soft click that was somehow worse, final as a signature on a legal document. That night they slept on opposite sides of the bed, a territory of cold sheet between them wide as the Hussain Sagar.
~*~
Monday, in the glass-walled cafeteria at Raheja Mindspace, Varun told Sumeet everything. Sumeet was from Pune, lived alone in a rented flat in Kondapur, and had the hollow steadiness of a man whose marriage existed now only as a legal abstraction. He stirred his chai slowly while Varun spoke.
“She wants me to talk, yaar. But by the time I get home my brain’s wrung dry. I’ve nothing left.”
Sumeet was quiet a moment. Then—“I’ll tell you something I’ve never told anyone in this office. Three years ago, during one of these exact fights, I hit Arti. One slap.” He looked at his chai as though reading something at the bottom. “Worst moment of my life. She left that week. Don’t ever let it go there, Varun. Ever.”
Varun nodded, something cold moving through his stomach.
“Look,” Sumeet said, leaning forward, “she’s saying she wants communication, right? So give her communication. Real communication. Your communication. Not small talk—the full weight. EMIs, appraisals, layoff rumours, back pain, promotions. Everything you carry in that head. Don’t be cruel about it. Just be factual. Let her feel the load you’ve been carrying in silence.”
“Isn’t that manipulative?”
“Is it manipulative to show your wife what your life actually feels like? You’re not punishing her. You’re just translating yourself into her language.”
That evening, driving home through the rushing traffic on the ORR, Varun turned the idea over. It sat in his chest like a mango seed—too large to swallow comfortably, too significant to spit out.
~*~
Day one. He came home, did not switch on the television, and sat beside Shravya with his laptop open. “You’ve been saying I don’t talk. So let’s talk.”
She looked at him, surprised, a cautious brightness entering her face.
He began with the home loan. Thirty-seven lakhs outstanding. Fourteen years remaining. The interest already paid was more than the principal they had reduced. He showed her the amortisation schedule, explained how one missed EMI could crater their CIBIL score. He moved to the car loan, the credit card cycle, the term insurance gaps, the health policy’s sub-limits and exclusion clauses.
Shravya listened. By the time he reached inflation projections versus their current savings rate, her eyes had glazed like jalebis left too long in syrup.
“Okay, okay,” she said, “enough EMI talk.”
“No. You wanted to know what fills my head. This is exactly it.”
Day two was the office. The performance review cycle approaching like a slow-moving lorry in the rear-view mirror. The terror of a “Meets Expectations” rating. Younger engineers from IIT Tirupati who worked for fifty percent of his salary and stayed online until midnight. The restructuring rumour. A colleague walked out last month, laptop collected by HR mid-meeting, access revoked before he reached the lift.
Day three was his body. The L4-L5 disc that protested after ten hours in an ergonomic chair that was not ergonomic enough. Headaches arriving at three each afternoon like unwelcome guests. The physiotherapy exercises he had bookmarked on YouTube and never done. He showed her the prescription. She looked at his face then—really looked—and noticed for the first time the bruised crescents beneath his eyes, the slight forward curl of his shoulders, as though he were perpetually bracing against a wind only he could feel.
Day four was the news, the social media, the constant digital assault. LinkedIn posts from batchmates at Google flaunting foreign holidays. Market alerts. AI integration. Layoff threads. The retirement corpus calculator that always spat out a number obscenely larger than their savings.
He ended that night by saying, “Sometimes when I come home, all I want is a few hours where nobody demands anything more from me—not even words.”
Each evening, Shravya listened. And each evening she felt something she had never expected—an exhaustion dense as wet earth. By the fourth night she lay staring at the ceiling fan and thought, with stunned clarity, “He carries this every single day. And I told him his life was easy.”
On the fifth evening, when he sat down and began, “About our retirement corpus—see, there’s NPS, PPF, EPF, mutual funds—” Shravya raised her palm like a traffic constable.
“Stop it, please. I can’t take any more—my head’s spinning.”
He looked at her. A faint, gentle smile at the edges of his mouth. “Why? I’m just talking. You wanted more talking, didn’t you?”
She had no answer. For the first time in their marriage, Shravya was the one without words.
~*~
They ended up on the balcony that night, both emptied of argument, watching the city’s scattered lights pulse and dim beneath a sky too bright with light pollution for stars. Somewhere below, a watchman’s whistle. The drone of the ORR like a tanpura playing its single endless note. A pressure cooker hissing in a neighbouring flat—that most Hyderabadi of lullabies.
Shravya spoke first. “I didn’t know, Varun. I thought you just go to office, come back, watch cricket, sleep. I didn’t know your head was so full.”
He turned the empty Kingfisher can in his hands. “And I never understood that when you talked about Vaishnavi aunty’s fights or Kavita’s pickle recipe, you weren’t wasting time. You were trying to pull me into your world.” A pause. “I just labelled it time-pass gossip and tuned out.”
“You did.”
“I did.” He set the can down. “I was raised to think men shouldn’t burden anyone. Just manage. Keep the machinery going. Make things running. Nanna always said men were built to talk through what they do, not what they feel. He never once complained in front of Amma—not about money, not about health, nothing.”
“And I was raised watching my parents talk for hours on that verandah in Warangal and believing that’s what a marriage is.” She pulled her knees to her chest. “Unending conversation.”
“Well, maybe it isn’t one thing.”
“Maybe not.”
They sat with the quiet for a while—but it was a different quiet now. Warmer. Inhabited.
“I checked your phone once,” she said suddenly, not looking at him. “That Sunday morning, you left your phone and went down to B2 to vacuum the car. I didn’t find anything. I felt so ashamed I couldn’t sleep.”
He did not get angry. He reached across the gap between the plastic chairs and placed his hand over hers. His palm was dry, warm, broad. “If I’d talked better, you wouldn’t have needed to look.”
Something unwound in her then. A tension she had carried so long it had become posture.
They did not solve everything that night. He did not transform into a man who narrated emotions like a film dialogue. She did not become a woman content with silence. But they found a narrow path between their two languages—he would give her ten undistracted minutes each evening, TV dark, phone away, and share not spreadsheets but small human things. And she would learn to read his quiet as recovery, not rejection. She would stop measuring love in word-count.
Weeks later, on a Sunday morning thick with the smell of filter coffee and idli batter, Shravya unwrapped a Pochampally saree she had ordered—deep indigo and turmeric gold, the ikat patterns blurring at the edges the way all handwoven things do, imperfect and alive. She held it to the light from the balcony door. Two sets of threads, dyed separately, wound on different bobbins, each carrying its own colour. The pattern emerged only when they met on the loom.
“Does it look nice?” she asked.
Varun looked up from his coffee—really looked, the way she had spent three years wanting. His eyes moved across the weave, taking in how the two colours bled into each other at their borders, making something neither thread could be alone.
“It’s beautiful,” he said. Then, without her asking—“Tell me how they make that pattern. I want to know.”
She smiled. It was not a torrent of words. It was not the Godavari in full flow like her parents had. But it was water—real water, finding its patient way through dry Deccan rock, slow and warm and enough.
Outside, Hyderabad moved on in its vast indifferent way. Glass towers catching the morning light. Auto-rickshaws honking. A distant temple bell chiming in time with the pressure cooker’s final whistle. And in one flat among ten thousand, two people sat together in the quiet, stubborn work of learning each other’s language—not perfectly, not completely, but with the grace of two threads on a loom, making a pattern only visible when you stepped back far enough to see the whole cloth.
13-Jun-2026
More by : Prof. Rajeshwar Mittapalli
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As a homemaker in Hyderabad, I really felt for Shravya. That craving for simple, everyday conversation is so real when your partner comes home tired and silent. I liked that Varun isn’t shown as a villain—once he finally opens up about work, his quiet starts to make sense. Their slow move toward sharing both words and silences felt hopeful and very close to real married life. |