Aug 22, 2026
Aug 22, 2026
The metro slid past the glass wall of the fourteenth floor cafeteria at 1.42 p.m., a long blue fish through a long blue tank, and Yasasvi watched its reflection cross Prema’s forehead before he understood what she had just said.
“I don’t see you as just an office friend, Yasasvi,” she said. “I’ve watched you for six weeks. I like the way you are—steady, focused, clear—just what I want in a husband.”
She said it in a voice pitched for one listener, no lower, no higher. Her steel water bottle sat between them on the melamine table, sweating a small ring. Her cotton kurta had one careful crease down each sleeve, ironed at 6 a.m. in a PG accommodation in Kondapur. Her eyes did not slide.
Yasasvi felt something in his chest let go, a knot he had carried so long he had begun to mistake it for a rib.
Across the cafeteria, near the vending machine that dispensed watery filter coffee for twenty rupees a shot, Swara stood holding a paper cup she had already crushed at the rim. Her office ID card, laminated with the same corporate blue as the metro, swung against her thigh. She kept turning her body a quarter degree towards their table, then a quarter degree back, a compass needle refusing to settle.
Six months ago, Yasasvi would have sworn on his grandmother’s Bhagavad Gita that Swara was the one. Six months ago, he had believed the code could be cracked. Today, in an office of glass walls and coded glances, he understood that the woman who refused to hide was the woman he would take home to Kukatpally.
~*~
Rewind. Sixteen floors of Raidurg Commerzone tech park, a Monday morning in the second week of Sravanam, and the status board above the developer bay glowed with red squares like a rangoli of missed deadlines. Yasasvi, project lead, twenty eight and unmarried in a family that had begun to send him profiles and horoscopes on WhatsApp every weekend, was standing to give his stand-up.
At the desk two rows down, Swara straightened her back. It was a small movement, involuntary, a plant turning to a lamp. She flipped open a hardback sketchbook she did not need. Her dupatta, mustard yellow with tiny mirror work, got a small adjustment at the shoulder. When Yasasvi spoke, her voice, later, would come out half a note softer. When Haritha spoke, it would flatten back to office pitch.
He had noticed. He had also, over eleven months, un-noticed, re-noticed, and finally filed the noticing under probably nothing, definitely dangerous.
Because between him and Swara stood a slide deck he could not un-see. Six months into his role, HR had marched them into the training room and Raghavendra Rao, a man whose moustache seemed permanently disappointed, had clicked through forty two slides on PoSH.
When in doubt, do not proceed.
A misread signal is not a defence.
Your intent is not the standard. Her perception is.
The last slide had a stock photo of a woman crying at a laptop and the phone number of the Internal Committee.
Yasasvi had taken the training seriously. He was the first engineer in a family that still washed the doorstep with cow dung water on Sankranti. One complaint, one email, one glass-cabin meeting, and his mother’s stainless steel dreams would tarnish overnight.
So when Swara, at the pantry counter, stood a hand’s breadth closer than the microwave required, elbow almost touching his elbow, and did not step back, he stepped back. When she said, “Yasasvi, guess what, some fellow from Infosys keeps sending me reels, arey, he’s so bothersome,” twirling a strand of hair around her forefinger and watching his face out of the side of a kajal-lined eye, he said, “That’s nice, Swara,” and went back to his desk to close a ticket.
When she messaged him at 11.47 p.m. on a Wednesday, “Just had an idea for the onboarding flow, tell me tomorrow if it’s stupid ?,” he replied at 8.03 the next morning, “Sure, put it on the Figma board.” No emoji. No exclamation. A door left neither open nor shut, but standing exactly at ninety degrees.
At the team outing in Indira Park, under the fairy lights the Corporation strung up every Independence Day and forgot to take down, Swara had laughed at Kishore-from-QA’s joke like he was Brahmanandam himself. Her head tilted back, her earrings—jhumkas shaped like tiny lotuses—caught the light. Halfway through the laugh, she glanced sideways at Yasasvi. He was looking at his phone. She noticed. Her laugh dropped a small step.
Either she is not serious, Yasasvi thought on the auto back to Kukatpally, watching the Hussain Sagar Buddha stand alone on the stone island, or she wants the drama and not the man. Both are landmines. I have no army.
He decided, without deciding, to stop noticing.
~*~
Swara, at the same hour, was standing on her West Marredpally balcony with a cup of chamomile tea she did not want, and thinking, He must know. He must. Any man with eyes must know. If I say it first, I become one of those girls. If he says it first and I’m not sure, at least I’m the one who chose.
Her mother had taught her, without ever teaching her, that a woman who says the word first has already lost the household. Her aunt Kavita, over decades of Ugadi pachadi and whispered kitchen politics, had reinforced the syllabus. A girl indicates. A boy proposes. A girl who indicates too clearly is cheap. A girl who indicates too little is a spinster. The syllabus had no chapter on what to do when the boy had sat through a PoSH workshop and would not read the indications.
She adjusted her dupatta on the balcony, though there was nobody to see, and stared at the Secunderabad railway station lights blinking half a kilometre away, each train pulling out with a certainty her chest did not have.
~*~
Prema walked in on the first Monday of Karthikam, transferred from the Pune branch with a modest backpack, a steel water bottle from Reynolds, and one small framed photo of her parents standing in a cotton field, her father’s shirt the exact off-white of a boiled cotton boll. She set the photo at the top left corner of her monitor stand and did not put up anything else. No stickers. No plant. No motivational quote.
At her first stand-up, she smiled and said, “I’m Prema, pakka Telanganite from Warangal, been so far with our Pune office, mostly on the billing microservices.”
A quick ripple of cheerful applause went up.
“Give me two weeks to understand your codebase, then I’ll pull my weight.” She said it without smiling and without frowning. Yasasvi noticed she looked at everyone, but no one in particular.
He noticed something else. When she asked him a question in code review that afternoon, “Why did you pick a queue here instead of an event bus, Yasasvi garu?” her eyes stayed on his eyes till he finished answering. Then they went, without loitering, to the screen. No flinch. No glance-and-flee. No sketchbook.
He felt, absurdly, as though someone had opened a window in a room he had not known was airless.
For three weeks, Prema did nothing that could be called flirtation. She asked technical questions. She stayed till 8.30 one Thursday to help a fresher named Chiru untangle a merge conflict, and when Chiru tried to touch her feet in gratitude the next morning at his desk, she stepped back and said, “Arey, none of that, Chiru. Just buy me a cup of coffee sometime.” Chiru laughed, embarrassed, and Prema laughed too, and Yasasvi, walking past, thought, This one is a whole person before she is anything else.
Swara noticed. Swara noticed hard.
Her Figma files began to collect layers she did not merge. Her stylus pressed harder on the glass of her Wacom, undoing the same onboarding screen four times in one afternoon. She started walking past Yasasvi’s desk with a printout she did not need, only to find Prema standing there, one hand on the back of his chair, not leaning, just standing, discussing a Postman collection like it was a shopping list. Prema would nod at Swara, a small polite nod, and Swara would nod back, and her jhumkas would swing, and she would walk on, thinking, She has no idea. She’s just being a colleague. I have time.
She had time the way a man with a slow puncture has road.
~*~
The evening Prema said it, the office had emptied out by 7.10. The cleaning staff were pushing a red bucket down the corridor and the pantry aunty had switched off two of the three lights above the coffee machine. Prema had waited till Yasasvi closed his laptop. She said, “Do you have ten minutes?” He said, “Yes.”
They sat at the corner table. Outside, the Blue Line metro slid past, a long lit line moving from Raidurg towards Nagole, exactly on schedule.
“I like you,” Prema said. Her hands were flat on the table, fingers not fidgeting, wedding ring finger bare. “I’ve watched you for six weeks. You don’t shout at juniors. You don’t take credit. When production went down last Tuesday, you didn’t blame Ravi even though it was his commit. My father is a cotton farmer. He says a man who doesn’t blame the weather is rare. I think you are that kind of man.”
She took a small breath. Not nervous. Just pacing.
“I want to marry you. I’m telling you now, straight, because I’m twenty six and my parents are asking, and because I don’t want to sit next to you for two years hoping. If you say no, I’ll say okay, I’ll be professional, and I’ll look elsewhere. But I won’t hint. I don’t know how. I grew up in a village where hinting gets you nowhere and a bad harvest.”
Yasasvi looked at her. Then at the metro. Then at his own hands.
“Besides, we spend our whole working day treating clear communication as a virtue—filing unambiguous tickets, writing requirements a machine could parse. It’d be a strange dishonesty to mire my own heart in riddles and then expect the message to cross the desk to you intact.”
In Yasasvi’s head, two ledgers opened. On the left, eleven months of Swara. Adjusted dupattas. Late night Figma messages. Kishore-from-QA’s joke. The Infosys fellow’s imaginary reels. The bracelet twisted a hundred times. Every single item ambiguous. Every single item deniable. Every single item a potential misfire that could end in a glass cabin with Raghavendra Rao of the disappointed moustache.
On the right, six weeks of Prema. Cotton field photo. Two week promise, kept. Chiru’s merge conflict. A single sentence at 7.14 p.m. on a Wednesday. Everything on the right was in ink. Everything on the left was in pencil, half-erased.
Somewhere in the building, Swara was still at her desk, her cursor blinking over a Figma layer she would undo again in the morning. He could feel the whole year of her hovering at the edge of his peripheral vision, a shape that would not step into the frame or leave it. He turned his eyes back to Prema.
“Prema,” he said, and cleared his throat. “I’ve been afraid of office romance for a long time. There’s someone in this office who, I think, has been trying to tell me something for almost a year, and I’ve never been sure enough to move. That fear made me very tired. What you just said…” He looked up. “What you just said feels like standing on a floor instead of on water. Yes. I want to marry you also. Let’s tell our parents. Let’s tell HR. Let’s do it properly.”
Prema smiled, and it was the first time he had seen her smile without a reason attached. Small, brief, private. She said, “Good. Now let’s eat. I haven’t had dinner.”
At the vending machine, Swara had come back for a second coffee she did not need. The paper cup crumpled in her hand before it was full.
~*~
The engagement was small. Garlands from the Gudimalkapur flower market, two gold rings from Musaddilal Jewellers Prema’s mother trusted, one photograph on the KBR Park walkway with the setting sun turning the granite orange behind them. In the picture, Prema and Yasasvi stood shoulder to shoulder, hands not touching, looking straight into the phone camera. Their eyes said, We are here. We are not hiding.
Rajesh from DevOps put it up as his WhatsApp status the next morning. Swara saw it in his status at 9:47 a.m.
She did not eat lunch that day. She sat at her desk and opened Outlook. She started an email to Internal Committee. She typed Subject: Concern regarding conduct of and then stopped. Her cursor blinked. She tried, He led me on for almost a year. He was always near my desk. He knew—. Her cursor blinked. She tried to list a single thing he had said. A single thing he had written. A single moment his hand had crossed a line. There was nothing. There had never been anything. The whole affair had lived in her chest and never left it.
She closed Outlook without saving to drafts.
~*~
She caught Prema at the lift lobby that Friday. The doors were doing their small courtesy dance, 14, 13, 14, 15, 14, as one crowd got out and another crowd got in. Swara said, low, “You know he was in love with me, right? I was just about to tell him. You came in and picked the fruit off my tree.”
Prema stood still. Her office bag was on her shoulder. She did not put it down.
“Swara,” she said. Her voice was neither gentle nor hard. It was the voice a nurse uses to tell a family the truth. “He never said he loved you. You never told him you loved him. I told him. That’s all that happened.”
Swara opened her mouth.
Prema went on, quieter, “Where I come from, if you want a well dug, you tell the man with the wrecking bar. You don’t stand by the field turning your bangles till he guesses. Bangles don’t dig wells.”
Swara looked at her, her mouth still open.
“We sit in the same stand-ups every morning, Swara, and we both know that a requirement buried in ambiguity never gets built. Love mired in riddles is no different. The message only circles your own head and never lands on anyone else’s desk.”
The lift opened. Prema stepped in. The stainless steel door slid closed, and Swara saw her own face on it, cut in half by the seam, one eye on each side.
~*~
Two months into Yasasvi and Prema’s marriage, on a mid-week Wednesday in Magha, Swara sat in the fourteenth floor cafeteria at 1.42 p.m., alone at a table near the glass wall. The metro slid past outside, blue and on time, exactly on the schedule it had kept the day Prema had said what Swara had not.
Two tables down, Yasasvi and Prema were sharing a single wireless earbud, one in her ear, one in his, listening to something and marking a shared Google Doc. No stolen glance. No performance. Prema was scratching a mosquito bite on her ankle without embarrassment. Yasasvi was eating a curd rice his mother had packed for both of them.
Swara’s gaze dropped to her own ankle. Her foot rested in its sandal, skin unmarked, strap a little loose. Her gaze climbed to her wrist. Her fingers were already twisting the gold kada her father had given her on her twenty-first birthday. She stopped. She uncurled her fingers. She laid her hand flat on the table, palm down, the small brown mole below her thumb visible for the visible for the first time in years.
She opened her phone. She opened her chats. She scrolled past three college classmate, one cousin, and one colleague she had been half-flirting with for a month in stickers and shrugs, past all the lol and the hmmm? and the reels sent at 11 p.m. with no caption. Devansh. Devansh from the analytics team, tall, quiet, one dimple on the left, a father in Warangal like Prema’s. Not the name that had once made her thumb pause mid-scroll with something electric behind the ribs. Devansh did not do that. No tingles, no pull, no heat climbing unbidden under the skin. Devansh was warm water after you had lost your taste for wine—drinkable, decent, never once burning.
She opened a fresh message. Her thumb hovered.
There had been a time when she would have waited here, let the hover stretch into a day, into a week, let the silence do the talking because silence was a kind of power and power was the game. She had played it with Yasasvi—reply late, reply less, make him wonder if she was busy or bored or seeing someone else—and Prema, who had never played anything in her life, had simply walked up to him like a woman walking into a shop and said I want this and walked out with him under her arm. So the game had been the losing move all along. Swara understood that now—completely, uselessly—a clarity that comes only after a door has shut, when clarity no longer matters.
She typed, and this time she did not backspace.
Hey Devansh, this is Swara. I want to talk to you—coffee this Friday after work? Roastery Coffee House on Road 14. And if you’re not interested that way, just say so, totally fine, we can still be friends. But I’d rather just say it clearly than send you another meme.
She read it once. She read it twice. The directness felt borrowed, like wearing a coat cut for someone else’s body. This was what she should have typed to Yasasvi months ago, and she knew it, and the knowing was a small, clean blade she had decided to carry without flinching. The metro outside was already gone, but the next one was already coming, another lit blue line on schedule, the city moving forward on time whether or not anybody on it had spoken.
It did not feel like triumph. It felt like peeling a wet cloth from sunburnt skin, the relief sharp and tender in equal measure, the rawness underneath new and unmistakable. She set the phone face down on the table, palm still flat next to it, and for the first time in eleven months the waiting was not a knot. It was simply waiting, open-palmed, a thing she had given a name herself rather than letting it fester nameless. The ache for Yasasvi remained, lodged below her sternum like a fish bone that would dissolve on its own schedule, not hers. But her mouth had opened. She had said a plain thing to a real man and the sky had not cracked and aunt Kavita’s voice had not come through the ceiling to call her cheap. Whatever Devansh replied, whatever he did not, that silence was broken, and it was her hands that had broken it.
Outside the glass, the metro slid past, and its long blue reflection crossed her face like a line being drawn under a word she had finally spoken aloud.
22-Aug-2026
More by : Prof. Rajeshwar Mittapalli