She tried her best not to look at him But as usual his enticing gaze Constantly drew her attention And every time her eyes met his Her heart throbbed like never before. She has become a slave of her emotions. And has naively allowed them to control her. But this is poisoning her life slowly And piercing her eyes to bleed As nothing can she get from him Other than an unlimited negligence. His neglects have led to her sleepless nights And a feeling of insecurity That no one in this earth can love her. Her jovial face is now like a dry, drooping rose. And love seems to be a sinking ship to her As her heart is tumbling into an unknown depth A depth of solitude, a depth of loss. She just can’t accept the fact That he has no feelings left for her. Sighing, she takes a sip of whisky But her attempt to throw him out of her mind Becomes futile again and again. Instead she murmurs to herself ‘I will always love you, Sid’.