Oh lord, Rabia says I should leave you alone. That you know what you are doing. How is it you can be Susan And simultaneously cry because you cannot find God? How is it you can be the Guru And also the Student of the guru? Why do you waste your time being the anxious mind? Don't you love yourself in your basic nature? Must you parade around in all these different robes, Weeping and feeling lost? Just love your creation. Look at Yourself and smile. Let the maya dissolve and be in Love. It was you, in Rabia, who advised us to let God do his thing. Wasn't it? Well, it is You in Susan who suggests you do your thing More joyfully. Misery is old hat now.