How listless I feel when you ignore me. As if my life has come to naught after years of waiting for just a little favor from you. Your daughter is the only mission of your life now, whereas I have no mission after having attained some recognition in society and profession. I just think and think and think if I had swapped my accomplishments with just you beside me what more would I have got and what would I have lost. I cannot decide. I feel perched the moment I see you. Where do I go from here to whither. I just wither - wither away in this dreary life.