Theme: Death

Mosquito Desires

I want to give up
I want to die
Die like a coward
Die like a loser
Loser is what they call me
Loser is what I always was.

I want to give up
I want to die
Die in minds of everyone
Die in a hope of ending this pain
Pain is all I spread
Pain is what I kissed.

Killing myself scares me
Killing myself reminds me
Reminds me of my sin
Reminds me of hell
Hell is not where I want to go but
Hell is what I am into.

 Far away from this place
 Far away in the sky
Sky is where I meant to be
Sky is where I see peace
Peace is what my death will bring me
Peace is what my soul demands.

I want to give up
I want to die
Die with all my hopes together
Die with my shattered dream
Dream is what I lost in pain
Dream is what will die with me.

I want to give up
I want to die
Die and go to heaven
Die and forget this life
Life is not a bed of rose
Life is not a piece of cake.

You can curse me
You can call me weak
Weak is all is have become
Weak is I am standing
Standing so little to you
Standing so brave on your nose

Suicide is all I want to make
Suicide is the only solution
Solution of your malaria
Solution of your hate
Hate is what all I spread
Hate is what I want to end.

I want to give up
I want to die
Die as a mosquito
Die from your slap
Slap me if I bite you
Slap me when I hurt you.

I want to give up
I want to die
Die and end sucking blood
Die and end my sin
Sin is not suicide for me
Sin is being alive.

Death is all I deserve
 Death is my fate
Fate is what I will embrace
Fate is what will bring smile
Smile to your face
Smile on my death.

I wish to be dead forever
I wish to see you happy
Happy being alive
Happy being human
Human never wish to die
Human never commit suicide.

 

14-Aug-2010

More By  :  Ravi Prakash

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