Theme: Conversation

I am Hurt, and Want to Remain Thus

I am hurt, and want to remain thus.
Every time I heal the wounds,
I fall in love with you again,
or say so,
because love for you never goes,
it only shows tantrums to seek your attention.
This time, I don't want that attention,
I don't want the hurt to get cured,
I want to pretend to myself that 
I don't love you anymore
So that I don't show love to you
and thus don't give you the opportunity
to shower your agony on me...
I want to believe that I don't care for you hence,
and I don't want to see the face of the one who hates me so much.
I want to grow out of my self-made possessive walls for you,
I want to believe I can survive without you,
I want to experience again the life of non-dependability,
and I want to fly like a free bird again,
though without any love in my wings.
I want to stop feeling insecure about losing you,
because I think I already lost you
the moment you stopped believing in me
and showed lessened faith in my love.
I want to believe myself that I want to hate you
and I want you too, to believe in me for this...
I want to overgrow longings for you.....I hope I do...
Because, this pain is very painful...and you are too merciless.


More By  :  Mita Sharma

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Comments on this Poem

Comment Thank God! May you and your soul-mate be happy forever dear. :)

04-Feb-2011 05:12 AM

Comment my darling rupradha...thanks for the feel. don't take this to you know and once you said, same here,being a writer you put yourself in different people's shoes and write what they feel just that way.And am glad, God has already brought my soul-mate to me...thanks a lot dear..

03-Feb-2011 06:36 AM

Comment Very well written! I completely understand your pain dear! I pray to God love shower upon you incessantly and may you get your soul mate!

02-Feb-2011 13:20 PM

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