Ambling in the boulevards of the past
My heart cries along with my eyes
Followed by tremendous headaches,
I just can’t believe you have left me,
Left me to groan in unending darkness,
To yell ceaselessly in sheer despair,
To wail incessantly in unbearable pain,
To allow my heart to bleed till death.
Every single moment spent with you,
All the hugs and kisses given by you,
Every memory that I have with you,
Is nothing but ‘bits and pieces’ of the past.
I wonder how you could do this to me,
Me who loved you the most, always?
Me who cared more than anyone else,
Me who could sacrifice anything for you!
I wonder how you could leave me like this
And silently walk away to some other girl;
You left me for the girl who had once left you?
Never thought how I must be feeling sans you?
Unable to explain to people around me
Why I am so disturbed, so unhappy,
I keep running away from people’s frowns
But tell me, I will run for how long?
Will death be the only escape then
To relieve me out of this nonstop pain?
Will this suffering continue to weep
Until and unless I fall into eternal sleep?