| If we go back, each in his own way, down
 the years, it is done in a moment of abstraction; one summer evening, the papers put down finally; the knell of sound of birds, darkening skies mirrors among the tree-styles, the homing in of buildings; lights in rooms, like a reading of the present.   If we go back, here is where we inevitably  return: memory, speculation, a teeming in the brain that twists the twilight scene to its dark contours; Gethsemane time for many; for me, too, that's how I know; and I am sweating in the heat, saying the self- same prayer that addresses ‘no one’, merely recites itself in terms of its own calculation, sincere, that sometimes makes a someone who is heard.
 
 
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