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Mixed Emotions
by Rupradha Mookerjee
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  Just one week in between and then I’ll see you,
You won’t even know what I’ve been through,
But mixed emotions are hovering in my mind,
As the last few months fate has been so unkind.

I don’t know whether to forget all the pain,
Or avoid you like you did every now and then,
Should I be happy that finally you have come,
Or be scared that you’ll make me lonesome!
 
I am afraid, you’ll mock at my love once again,
My efforts to be peaceful and happy will be in vain,
After so many months of silence will you talk to me?
Will you release me from the agony and set me free?
 
Should I tell you how much you’ve made me suffer?
Or should I keep quiet thinking, well, it made me tougher?
I am confused how to face you in front of everybody,
What if I can’t help crying when you treat me like nobody?
 
Still the thrill of seeing you is winning over everything,
As feelings are gushing through every ounce of my being,
Heart is beating faster, voice getting choked, lips dried,
Just for a glimpse of you, do you know how much I’ve cried?
 
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October 12, 2012
More By: Rupradha Mookerjee
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Comments on this Poem

Comment thank you so much Nathmal ji

Rupradha
11/18/2013 14:43 PM

Comment Emotions of love are awfully depicted here ! Nice creation.Thank you.

Nathmal Sharma
05/07/2013 09:10 AM

Comment thank you so much Kulbir Ji..

rupradhamookerjee
10/15/2012 13:54 PM

Comment Deep, deep emotions oozing with intensity!

Kulbir
10/14/2012 21:15 PM

Comment awesome lines Raj Ji!! thanks a lot!!

Rupradha
10/14/2012 03:08 AM

Comment Thank you very much for reviewing my poems and appreciating all the time!!You know Bengali very well KumarJi..

Rupradha
10/14/2012 03:07 AM

Comment you made my day..thank you so much Aparna Mam!!

Rupradha
10/14/2012 03:05 AM

Comment Sayeen Bin Darad Karejae Hoye - Kabir
http://www.boloji.com/index.cfm?md=Content&sd=SongDetails&SongID=8&Counter=3

Raj
10/13/2012 22:37 PM

Comment Congrats! Rupradha. The concluding two lines sum up the whole thing. I shall not call you 'Birahini, but instead 'premabhilasini'. Love to you.

Kumarendra Mallick
10/13/2012 22:27 PM

Comment
Dhadak Raha Hai Dil
Dil Ko Main Kaise
Samjhaun...
Tujhse Milun Ya
Mile Bin Yahan Se
Chala Jaun...
Aisa Na Ho
Tu Yeh Dil Tode
Zamana Hanse Saara

Beautiful lyrics of a beautiful song which expresses the ambivalence of your pensive poem.

Mere Dil Ne Tadap Ke

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ert08cr9CM

Hope your meeting goes well :-)

Best Wishes,
: Aparna :

alwaysaparna
10/13/2012 16:49 PM

Comment Aparna Mam, I never thought you would like this poem..thank you so much..

Rupradha
10/13/2012 13:25 PM

Comment Kingshuk ji, I am glad you like it..thanks a lot!

rupradhamookerjee
10/13/2012 13:20 PM

Comment Jai ji, I feel very happy to receive your comments as I am a fan of your poems..Thanks a bunch..

rupradhamookerjee
10/13/2012 13:19 PM

Comment Ramesh ji, I am touched by your appreciation..thanks a ton..

rupradhamookerjee
10/13/2012 13:17 PM

Comment Beautiful.............Touching.......!!

Kingshuk
10/13/2012 09:06 AM

Comment Your writings are always very intense! Last two lines appear so familiar..

jai
10/13/2012 06:02 AM

Comment Rupradha, one of the best poem, I have read in recent times. Beautiful flow from the heart.Congrats!

Ramesh Anand
10/13/2012 02:33 AM




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