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   Longing to 
Hear my 
Voice, she 
Tells her son 
To ask me 
To call her. 
 
Her son 
Dutifully 
Conveys 
Her message 
To me. 
 
He knows 
And she knows 
I'm recovering 
From a bad flu 
And am still 
Down with a 
Nasty cough 
That pricks me 
While talking.... 
 
My voice needs 
Plenty of rest and 
I deliberately avoid 
Talking to give it rest. 
 
She tells her son 
She'll keep it short, 
Not talk much but 
She really needs to 
Hear from me 
To know more about 
My recovery. 
 
I used to often call her 
But in the recent past, 
I've shied away from 
Calling her, lest she 
Hears my dreadful 
Coughing and starts 
Worrying about me. 
 
At 79, she's already 
Beleaguered by an 
Ailing, ageing body. 
By calling and coughing, 
I didn't want to add to 
Her quotidian worries. 
 
But she asked 
And her son asked, 
So I called, though 
I tried not to cough, 
But my broken voice 
Revealed it all.... 
 
I pacified her 
That I'm better 
Than before, 
But she said: 
Mamoni, you 
Are still not well. 
 
Having heard my 
Healthy voice before, 
She could grasp the 
Brokenness of my 
Throaty voice, and 
As always, I could 
Feel the care in my 
Mother-in-law's 
Caring words and 
Comforting voice. 
 
I know she'll keep 
Worrying about me 
Till I fully recover and 
This annoying coughing 
Leaves me, but at least, 
I was able to satisfy her 
Longing to hear me..... 
 
 
  
(Last month, after returning from his annual visit to India, my husband went down with flu. While nursing him back to health, I caught the bug as flu is very contagious. Since then, it's been quite a rough ride for me with all sorts of adverse symptoms. After weeks of discomfort, I'm now on the road to recovery.)     |