The Fire Inside

Workshop # 3

I can feel its intense heat
The ever-present warmth in my heart
The afterglow was nice,
But even it started to fade.
There is a lead-laden soul deep within
Do I really know myself?
Nicely fitting puzzle pieces
or intersecting diamonds that lack a self worth?
In my blood, the fire continues its wild blaze
Grasping tattered remnants of my heartstrings,
I knew that real love wasn't unmasked
Revealing fleeting romance after none existed.
Reality was as a brick lain across my jaw
Numb to the pain, I finally collapse
under my own dead weight.
The bubblegum kisses
and candy-coated giggles
were temporary pacification to my senses.
Still interrogating my modus operandi,
I feel that deeper knowledge
must fill the craters you left me with.
My breath feels as a wastage
My words were so true
Yet, your eyes appeared to have amnesia
for these brief moments
Your heart in urgent need of equilibrium
In those last evanescent moments
when I yearned so strongly
for even one simple hug
or 'How are you?'
you defied my advances
Trampled my heart again
and I finally, reluctantly concluded
that the flames' sparks were to be its last.
My heart had taken residence
in my sole-forgotten shoes.
I felt as low as a layer of dirt
under another trodden crust of earth.
Now that the flame has diminished
into a nothingness I have not altogether embraced,
I retrospect and again desire
to have your lips caressing my own,
Your hands trailing down the small of my back
But when I ask If you still have those times
and all you can muster up to say is 'nope'
Another pungent sting hits me square,
shaking my bones and making my head throb.
I reply, 'sure'.

Will my fire blaze once again?
Don't be afraid.
I have the matches to light the fireplace.
Just keep it burning.
I'll hold the ashes
in my trembling hands
Because I can feel its intense heat
There's an ever-present warmth inside.

Won't you come in?

Workshop  # 3
A Different Realm by Maria Reed-Shore    
A Frozen Memory by Hippie Gal    
A Whisper in the Ear by Hillol Ray    

Abuse by Pavalamani Pragasam    

After Glow by Cynthia Proctor    

Annexation by Hillol Ray    
Broken Hearted by Beth Hancock    
Burn and Glow by Meenakshi Madhur    
Burning Problem by Pavalamani Pragasam    

Early Trust by Hillol Ray    
Eternal Flames by Krista Nicole Hubschman    
Face To Face by Hillol Ray    
Faith of a Match by Nicholas LaMattina    

Fate by Bhagwat K. Shah    

Fire of Life by Rajender Krishan    

Forgotten Sorrow by Thomas Eng    
Glue Without A Clue by Hillol Ray    

Her Smile by Saurabh Kumar    
Immortal Lovers by Trupti Derashri    
Indelible Ink by Hillol Ray    

Lean on Me by Bijal Dwivedi    
Love by Dr. Soumya Panigrahi    
Love by Shanon     

Love's Fire by Hecletia     

Lovers by Pili Pubul    

Mission by Pavalamani Pragasam    
Moment of Truce by Hillol Ray    
My Burning Desire by B.K. Swaminathan    
Our Love Burned Me by Frank Sheehan    
Our Project of Love by Muralidharan R. Nair    

Passion Does Not Wither by Vaish     

Salute by Pavalamani Pragasam    
Signs and Reckoning by Mary Ann Harrison    
Spirits Rebellious by Uma Parthasarathy    
Staying Together by Dr. C.S. Shah    

Still Together by Smitha Abraham    

The Eternal Flame by Ahmed Tanhaa    
The Fire Inside by Joseph Allen Hardy    

To Be or Not To Be by Pavalamani Pragasam    
Touch by Helena Fernz    
Two Images by Seema Banerjee    
Two is One by Chandra Shekhar Das    


More by :  Joseph Allen Hardy

Top | Workshop

Views: 3489      Comments: 0

Name *

Email ID

Comment *
Verification Code*

Can't read? Reload

Please fill the above code for verification.