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The emptiness lies within me Corroding me, ravaging me, Torturing me, raping me, Like a Sadist.
I try to ward it off The more I do The more it clutches me Whips me, binds me, Claws me, scratches me Everywhere'
Tired and bleeding, Weak and yielding, If I give in, It still has no pity Nor does it release me' I feel festered with wounds And gashes, and aches All over'
It makes me cry and cry, Those endless tears' Unstoppable, inconsolable, So very dried up and glassy My eyes feel everyday. Wish God was there For me, to cocoon me, To give me a warm hug To emancipate me And take me away From the clutches of this Wretched Emptiness'
And it is so depressing, So demeaning, so down A feeling' Indescribable, unshakable, To suffer in agony, alone In silence'
Sometimes I wonder When would Death Come to embrace me And relieve me Of this diurnal strife. I just wait and wait And wait'
I want answers The questions are many' Yet cannot find the respite That I seek from this Emptiness, this vacuum, This nothingness, this void That keeps drowning me And shrouding me In absolute misery'
May God feel pity If there is a God Up above who sees me And helps me make some Sense of it all' For I've lost my senses Trying to decipher Some meaning and purpose Of such experiences'
A failed non-existent Ignoramus Entity Is what I am. Need I say more? It is for you to feel'
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