| At night, when we both lay in bed, pressed against the barricade between mind and  body, our little speech bubbles wreathed in the day’s discussion of people- the Thai cafe down the street,  the Cypriot girl in class, our shisha plan for Friday, your eccentric Indophile professor. you speak to me not through words, but thoughts, these thoughts of yours and mine, met long time ago on the road of self-discovery, when we both battled different demons, back in the days where we spent less than a quarter of the time we spend now, in this small space of comfort, which erupts into conflict zones, now and then. the pendulum of our anxieties, vigorously swing back and forth, smashing the little cottage of understanding which we built  through years of knowing,  doing, being the best we could be  and yet, we end up, being victims  of our own shortcomings, pitted against each other by  clashing forces, two opposing armies of existence, neither good nor evil, but mismatched, doomed and primeval.  |